22&23 March 08

Saturday
working at 8am and the call was non-stop till almost 3pm...so tension...i was so tired..i thought i can get a rest when working on Saturday but i was wrong...i was so tired and i went back around 5.25pm and it was raining...i reached my home aroun 6.20pm and im leaving for Bworth around 7.15pm...i stop over at my auntie house at Bt.Jelutong cos she want me to give the money to her mom and i leave the house after Maghrib..

before i start to drive, i sms him saying that i just started to drive and he replied thought that im leaving after 6pm and wish me drive safely...i told him that i went back home first and he replied again said drive safely...im so happy ^_^....

it was raining for the whole journey and im pretty nervous cos that was my 1st time driving alone and at nite some more...i managed to overcome it and reached my hometown at 12midnite...once i reached my house, i sms him saying that i safely arrived my house and off to bed soon...then he replied back saying he is off to bed too and so glad and happy that im safely arrived, wish me nite and take a good rest..i think that maybe he waiting for my sms whether i have reached my house or not then he go to bed....if that so i will be very very happy and luckiest person in the world...

Sunday
woke up at 7am cos have to bring my grandma for her appointment with her eye doctor at 8am...have to wait for more than 1 hour then she met the doctor for only a few minutes...then we went to a market in Penaga...my mom and i bought a lot of things there...we bought prawns, squid, chilli, onion, garlic, fish etc...its so cheap there..thats why i drove cos i want to bring that things back to KL...i think we finish almost RM100 but we get a lot of things there...

back at home i chat with Arthur..the Slovakian guy....he is looking for a LTR where im also looking for it but the problem him...i have S*****l now..i know that we r not couple but i like him so much..it difficult for me to leave him for other guy....im being honest with Arthur and i told him bout my relationship with Mr. S and he feel a bit down cos i have the other guy...

it think Mr.S will be a bit sad cos i got a new guy thou hard for him to admit it...when we can talk bout our relationship seriously..both party dont want to start to talk bout it....so that is the problem now...we are taking care of each other or im the one who is taking care of him???
i think both are taking each other....but is it taking care as frend or more than that???can someone please explain to me......i hope that one day everything is clear bout our relationship....

going to the Penang Island later with mom, grandma and grandma's cousin....plan to go back to KL tomoro around 10am i think..see how then...im going to take a nap (2.46pm)...continue later...

im back (10.53pm)....went to the island bought the pickles and then me and my family went to Padang Brown to have dinner...the soup is so delicious..im sure if he in Penang, i will ask him to try that soup and im sure he gonna like it...he like soup so much..i sent the sms whether he want me to buy a spicy papaya pickles or not then he replied like a small kid saying yes, yes i want that and pay u l8er...hahaha

im going back to Sunway tomorrow with my mom and grandmom....but before we that have to go to market, bank and post office to settle something....

off to bed now and hope he is doing well at home

hugs n kisses
merican

p/s - i miss u dear ^__^